On report card day,
we stopped by Papaw’s house
on the way home
he polished his glasses
on his shirt front
slid my grade card
from its manila sleeve
opened it carefully
and studied
for a long moment
“Can’t you do any better than that?”
he teased,
hiding a grin
eyes twinkling
“Straight As again!”
I wonder now
if he knew
how much he
contributed toward those As
Not just hard-working
genes
but all the countless
crosswords I watched him
solve, with a ball point pen
the hours of scrabble
we played after he’d
worked all day
in the hot sun
phone calls just to tell
me funny jokes
“Did you hear the one
about the pencil?
Well, there’s no point to it.”
and jigsaw puzzles
we worked together
on the kitchen table
(a thousand-pieces of
nothing but strawberries
took us so long
we had it framed)
and Easter egg
scavenger hunts
for the grown-ups
when Papaw chose
the hiding places
and urged me to write
rhyming hints
the prize
a fifty dollar bill
in a plastic egg
and on the day I
graduated high school
Papaw put on his
dressiest clothes
and applauded my
Salutatorian’s speech
Only weeks later,
Papaw’s giant heart
stopped
and mine broke
but I still have all
those memories
and
I only hope he knew
when it came to
being a grandpa
he couldn’t have done
any better than that.
